Nothing grand to say this month guys. In fact been feeling a bit dumpy lately feeling like I don’t measure up. Fellows was described to me once as “an embarrassment of riches”. So many good things all at once you often don’t feel deserving. And I certainly feel as though I fall short of stewarding all of these gifts well. My good friend and mentor (Pauline Byron I’m looking @ you!) always encourages me, in my worst times with the Lord, to just say one thing out loud to Him that I am thankful for. Changes my whole mood and perspective around. So here are a few things I am thankful for about November:
When my host sister says “I love you” when I tell her goodnight.
The town of Virgilina.
Being brave enough to start counseling.
How my mentor Pauline gives me a hug and a kiss for every greeting.
Joining a rock climbing gym and actually getting stronger.
Feeling like I am friends with my coworkers.
The Wolfpack.
Kassie buying me an acorn sign at Hobby Lobby because it reminded her of me.
Taking a nap at my friend Natalie’s house if I need to.
Austin’s family’s football tailgate.
A puppy brought to class.
The best BBQ I have actually ever tasted at an establishment called Redneck BBQ Lab attached to a gas station.
Really experiencing autumn leaves for the first time in a while.
A walk on the beach while at home.
The Raleigh skyline.
The freedom to dream what I would like for my next job.
Celebrating birthdays of people I really love.
Visions of me sitting somewhere peaceful with Jesus.
Making friends across the country.
Host family always leaving coffee in a mug for me in the mornings.
I could go on & on now that I have started but wow! I feel better already. There is always so much to be thankful for if I just slow down and choose to find it. Gnight bl0og.
-KK